Sunday, April 5, 2009

general sense of foreboding

it's 2pm on our one-year anniversary, and my boyfriend isn't calling, or picking up the phone when I call. we're supposed to go out to dinner tonight, but usually he is always in contact, so i'm a bit worried. i hope that he's okay, i'd rather him be mad at me for some random thing and not telling me, than him not be okay.

I have that record ^^^ :D

Anyways, I have a bad feeling about this.
when i have done something "wrong", i'm usually not aware of it, and that makes it a bit difficult to not do things that are wrong. usually, when he's irritated with me about something, it's a thing that i never even thought would bother anyone. and i don't know if that makes him overly sensitive, or if it makes me oblivious.
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well, he just called and he sounded pretty weird... and i asked him if something was wrong and he was like "well, we don't have to talk about it today, don't worry about it." ugh.

honestly, i'd rather be single in springtime anyway. relationships require so much maintenance, and we're so young.

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